I can honestly say that 90-95% of the time I masturbate (a nightly ritual), what gets me off are pictures and videos of my wife, and the fantasy of her being fucked good and hard by a long, fat cock. I should also say that I was of average size prior to treatment for a medical condition which not only reduced the size of my penis, but also left me impotent. I am now about 5″ x 1 1/4″.
Approximately 2-3 times a month my wife will tell me she wants it from a big cock. After her initial reluctance when we were first married, she now confidently and freely acknowledges the fact she needs and wants a large cock inside her.
During the past two years, she has allowed me to put my penis inside her exactly one time. I am too embarrassed to ask because I know how completely inadequate I feel inside her.
Our Sex Life
Our sex life together consists of my making sure she gets what she needs to be satisfied, which means she either fucks herself with a dildo (8″ x 2″) as I watch and masturbate or I fuck her wearing a Sexflesh Fat Jack Penis Enlarger Sleeve, which she absolutely LOVES.
We have been happily married for thirteen years. We are both successful professionals, have a beautiful family of 4 and a two-story house in an affluent neighborhood in the Washington, DC, suburbs. The strength of our relationship is based on trust and communication.
She knows I am wholly dedicated to her sexual satisfaction and worshiping her petite, very hot body. My wife also knows how much I love seeing her pussy stretched and filled, and her body convulse with orgasm as she tenses up and grips a big cock with her pussy.
She knows I want to watch
Clearly she also knows how much I want to watch her have sex with another well-hung guy. She has repeatedly told me she could never have sex with someone else…BUT, my medical condition and resulting smaller size and impotence has led to a weakening of her position. After all, the idea of not having intercourse with a man (especially one who does not need artificial enhancement) for the next thirty years is a depressing prospect.
We have talked about what our changed situation means briefly on a couple of occasions, but I am patiently waiting until the right moment (probably within the next year or two) to have THE TALK.
If I can find a guy (preferably in his 20s) who looks like Jon Hamm and has a cock that’s 8″ long and at least 2″ thick, I think it will be difficult for my wife to say no to the idea.
